Miranda
sat shivering in her cell; the scraps of her red gown cast aside for now, she
was naked except for the thin blanket from the tiny cot in the corner. She had no intention of attempting
sleep...it would be impossible. The
cell was dank and chilly but that wasn't the cause of her trembling. Pulling the blanket tighter around her
slight frame couldn't stop the constant shuddering, but she did so anyway. She felt infected rather than empowered by
the putrid darkness she'd drawn into herself from her nightmarish encounter
with Ruark. It took every bit of her
will and concentration to keep from sicking it all up. That was an option, but one she couldn't
afford to use.
Miranda could have used any number of
power sources and simply vanish from her cell in the night. She knew that was what the Elders would want
her to do...she need not even go near the stake at all. A few times during that long night she was
tempted to do just that. She would no
longer be in such danger and could wash her hands of this entire village; it
wasn't too late to back out.
Unfortunately in her mind it was too late by far. The haunting cries she'd heard during the
rape (or power transfusion as she preferred to think of it) still reverberated
thru her mind. She hadn't imagined
them; they were voices who had cried out for help and never received it. Samuel had so enjoyed their cries that they
were part of his sexual energy; the cries and the unbearable sufferings of
those they belonged to-- it was a dark and powerful energy that she needed
desperately....but oh how foul it felt...how awful.
Miranda could no longer bide the hard
stone floor. She crawled to the straw
mat in the corner that passed as a cot and laid down for a while, staring into
the darkness. It wasn't much more
comfortable but it would have to do.
Every part of her hurt. Immortal
she may be, but she could still feel pain; could still be hurt.
She could also be destroyed by fire.
The perilous position she'd placed herself
in did frighten her, more than she'd let on so far. There had been rumors among her kind of immortals supposedly
destroyed by fire, burned to ashes, who had pulled themselves together after a
century or two, but Miranda had never met one of them and didn't really believe
it.
As she lay in the darkness, waiting for
morning, her mind wandered to the events that had brought her to this place,
this mission. She thought of how she'd
been forced to stand by, as helpless as any mortal, while one innocent woman
after another had been marched to the stake as she would be tomorrow, and felt
again her fury at the mortals who were capable of such cruelty--and at the
Elders who forbade her to step in and help them.
The Elders! She wondered with contempt, and not for the first time, what made
them think they knew best. So they were
older, and yes probably wiser...but they needed to realize that things
changed! What good were her inborn
abilities if she couldn't use them to help?
To prevent evil? Many times
she'd approached the Elders, pleading to be allowed to intervene on behalf of
these innocents who were being made to suffer so horribly. But no, they were so afraid of breaking the
old codes that they always refused her, along with a stern lecture of the
consequences of disobeying them should she try. She would be an outcast, forbidden to have any contact with any
other witches, including her own mother.
They didn't approve of her interest in
mortals and their fates, but Miranda couldn't understand how she could not be
interested in the humans she shared the earth with. The simple beauty of their passions, emotions, beliefs and
day-to-day activities during their short lives fascinated and never failed to
touch her.
Because Miranda didn't age as the humans
around her did, she could never stay in one place for very long, therefore
close friendships with any of them were avoided for the most part; it was just
too painful when she had to move on.
But because of her interest in them it was hard not to feel affection
for many that had touched her life. She
had said many a tearful goodbye to friends and lovers alike. Sometimes she'd been unwilling to face that
pain again and had slipped away into the night before they'd realized she was
gone. She still ached when she thought
of the ones who'd been most special to her.
Many of them would be very old by now, or would have passed on. Being immortal she didn't even have the
comfort that humans felt of seeing their departed loved ones in an
afterlife. For Miranda there WAS no
afterlife--this was it. At times she
compared her lonely existence to the Hell so many mortals feared. She knew that to be cut off from her own
kind for eternity would be unbearable....so the threats of the Elders were very
serious to her--worse than a death sentence for a human.
Despite all this, Miranda couldn't help
how she felt about humans and the plight they were inflicting on themselves and
each other. The witchburnings had
always disturbed and distressed her. It
went on all over, but seemed to be running rampant, especially in this village
that she'd called home for the past several years. Evil had taken hold here like a sickness, and it wasn't
witchcraft. The evil that had infested
this village began as scattered seeds of fear and paranoia, nurtured by greed,
lust and cruelty, then grown to deadly fruition by the perverse, barely
concealed delight of humans to witness one of their own destroyed in as much
agony as possible.
The sickness was spreading, as deadly as
any plague Miranda had heard of. Yet
she knew that not all humans in the village were infected. There were still good people, but they were
afraid to speak out lest they suffer the same fate.
Miranda's grief and rage tore through her
once again and her eyes stung with tears when she thought of the last girl this
evil had murdered. Her name had been
Laura, and the horrible injustice of what had happened to her was what finally
pushed Miranda over the edge and into the position she was in now.
Laura was a gentle and lovely young girl,
barely out of her teens, who had never harmed anyone. She'd lived her life peacefully until an evil-infested shrew of a
young woman named Christina had accused her of witchcraft--making up all sorts
of wild tales about having seen Laura dancing naked in the woods, cavorting
with demons--all kinds of lies that the fanatical witch hunters of the village
had eagerly believed as though it were gospel.
Miranda hadn't believed the nonsense for a moment and put her inner eye
on Laura's accusor-- and saw into the wench's black heart. Just as she suspected, Christina had never
seen such things--what she did see, however was her fiance', Tom stare at the
beautiful Laura a few moments too long in church one morning. His look of longing hadn't been returned;
indeed Laura hadn't even been aware of it, but to Christina that didn't
matter. Laura was unacceptable
competition and had to be eliminated.
Miranda was horrified by this truth but she was all too aware that it
never took much more reason than Christina's to end up sending an innocent to
the stake.
Miranda, her heart heavy, went to the
Elders one last time, literally on her knees begging them to allow her to
intervene. As she expected they once
again refused her request in no uncertain terms and chided her for forming yet
another useless attachment to a mortal.
Osborne, one of the sternest of the
Elders, and usually one of the quickest to scold, had spoken kindly when her
anguished frustration had finally reduced her to tears.
"Miranda...child, you must understand
that there's nothing you can do about mortals and their inexplicable need to
destroy themselves and each other. One
would think their lifespan were short enough, yet that fact doesn't stop
them. We must not interfere. Do you fancy the notion that you can rescue
every innocent from their mass cruelty?"
"Well...no, but...but...", she'd
stammered.
"No indeed. This madness is happening all over the earth. Now more than ever, but we can't disrupt their
course and draw undue attention to ourselves.
Unfortunately, mortals are the majority."
Miranda had argued and pleaded some more,
but in the end had backed down, too afraid of the consequences of disobeying
them. The day Laura had gone to the stake
she'd stayed away, hidden herself like the coward she firmly believed she
was. Since then her rage and guilt had
grown to such a level that her plan began forming without her even being fully
aware of it at first.
So the Elders had forbidden her to
intervene in behalf of a mortal...but they never said she couldn't get her own
self out of trouble. Never mind that
she intended to deliver herself to the mortals for the sole purpose of exacting
vengeance for Laura and every other innocent she'd seen destroyed. These wicked mortals needed to be taught a
lesson; they needed to see what a real witch could do. Miranda, in her agitated, guilt-ridden state
of mind considered herself the perfect witch for the job. She deliberately avoided the Elders while
her plans formed. She figured if she
didn't ask permission they couldn't withhold it. She knew they wouldn't approve, and their punishment, which she
had let so many die to avoid, might well be severe, but Miranda decided to
worry about that when the time came. In
hindsight she fervently wished she'd taken her chances and saved Laura at
least, but it was too late for that now.
However it wasn't too late to exact a terrible price from these
bloodthirsty humans so infected with evil.
Once resolved to her task, it was easy to
get arrested--frighteningly easy. All
it took was a few nights of dancing naked in the woods at midnight till someone
saw her. She couldn't help laughing as
she twirled and chanted some nonsense she'd made up. Such a gaudy ritual had nothing to do with being a witch, but the
humans seemed to think so--so she put on a show for whoever may come
along. After her third night of the
silly ritual, the witch hunters came for her the following morning just as
she'd known they would. She supposed
she should act frightened, but it was all she could do to keep from laughing at
them outright. Instead she presented a
dignified hauteur when they seized her.
Miranda shuddered some more when she
remembered her "questioning", which was of course only an excuse to
torture her. She'd known the pain would
be horrific and she was right. She also
knew she could frighten her tormentors into fits if she wanted by merely
vanishing in a puff of smoke....but that wasn't nearly good enough. She willingly suffered the intense agonies
of the rack, then the mind-numbing horror of being suspended by her wrists over
hot coals as she'd screamed in pain and fury.
She hadn't been allowed to help any of the others who'd suffered this,
so to suffer it herself seemed only right; her horrible pain was like a balm
for her guilt. Besides, she knew
instinctively that raising her own threshold of pain would only empower her
further.
When she'd finally "broken" and
confessed to these fiends (whose sexual arousal at inflicting her pain buzzed
at her senses like a monstrous insect), she'd declared it loudly, unconsciously
laughing as tears streamed down her contorted face.
"YES!! DAMN YOU ALL!! I'M A
WITCH!!! I'm the ONLY witch you
bastards have ever seen!!"
Puzzled by her words and ferocity, but
satisfied by her confession, the inquisitors ceased the interrogation (somewhat
reluctantly) and turned her over for trial.
Her trial was of course a joke, as they all were. Because she'd confessed she was quickly
found guilty and summarily sentenced to burn the next morning.
Then....the visit from Samual Ruark...the
final ritual. For good or ill, Miranda
felt herself ready for the morning.
By the time the first slivers of dawn had
peeked through the tiny barred slit of a window in her cell, Miranda had ceased
all real thought. The dark evil she'd
drawn into herself from the violent sexual encounter finally felt
comfortable--her bitter thoughts nourishing it till it had grown and shifted
and now rested within her like a demon child anxious to be born. She had surrendered to the evil inside her
and now welcomed it as a part of her.
She felt quite composed when she heard the
guards coming for her. She knew that
most of the villagers were waiting in the square, their mood celebratory. They were looking forward to a burning. Miranda was going to show them a
burning....one that whoever was still standing would never forget.
To be
continued...